wouldn't you like to know why im so ANGRY?

but first i'd have to explain to a few of you WHY the title. as some of you may know, that's my nickname, a nickname given to me for a reason, because that's who i become when i become really, REALLY angry.

why am i angry, might you ask?

well, simple. i found out a little while today that mu cal grant as been pulled! PULLED! meaning, i am a budjet cut!

meaning?

they took the money that made my education possible. now i have a loan, and a big amount of money to pay for each QUARTER!



i love how people like me have to become a liability. it's not like education is IMPORTANT in amy way, oh no.

and they ask why california is one of the last places in state testing. i wonder.

if we are given no education, we cannot thrive and become who we dream to be, who i dream to be!

i find that rather...insulting.

here is me, someone who tried so hard to get into the school of my choice, and go with the program, that is driving me insane, because i am incapable to pass a simple 60-80 words per minute steno test! sorry, hands are bad, but i am still practicing very hard every day and reading my notes, striving for perfection.

and now i get the money that was meant for education and school supplies pulled from under me. i feel the ground shaking.

well...i do not go down without a fight that easily!





p.s. im' joining the clamp fanbook project [link] and mark my words, i'll make something excellent.


although i might not be able to complete my sdlt entry, i'm sorry, c.